{"id":244,"date":"2018-02-13T23:15:24","date_gmt":"2018-02-13T20:15:24","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/turankislakci.com\/tr\/?p=244"},"modified":"2018-02-13T23:15:24","modified_gmt":"2018-02-13T20:15:24","slug":"sensiz-ahmet-hasim","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/turankislakci.com\/tr\/sensiz-ahmet-hasim\/244","title":{"rendered":"Sensiz (Ahmet H\u00e2\u015fim)"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Annemle karanl\u0131k geceler baz\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131k;<br \/>\nBo\u015flukta denizler gibi yokluk ve karanl\u0131k<br \/>\nSessiz uzat\u0131r t\u00e2 ebediyyetlere kollar&#8230;<br \/>\nGuy\u00e2 o zaman, bildi\u011fimiz yerdeki yollar<br \/>\nBirden silinir, korkulu bir hisle ad\u0131mlar<br \/>\nTenha gecenin vehm-i muh\u00e2l\u00e2t\u0131n\u0131 dinler&#8230;<br \/>\nY\u00fcksekte sema ha\u015fr-\u0131 kev\u00e2kiple da\u011f\u0131lm\u0131\u015f,<br \/>\nYoktur o s\u00fck\u00fbtunda ne r\u00fcya, ne nev\u00e2zi\u015f;<br \/>\nBir s\u00e2&#8217;ir-i mechul-i ley\u00e2li gibi r\u00fczgar,<br \/>\nHep sisli temasiyle yanan hislere \u00e7arpar.<\/p>\n<p>G\u00f6klerde ararken o kad\u0131n \u00e7ehreni, ey m\u00e2h!<br \/>\nBilsen o \u00e7ocuk, bilsen o mahluk-u ziyah\u00e2h,<br \/>\nZulmette neler hissederek korku duyard\u0131.<br \/>\nGuy\u00e2 ki haf\u00ee bir nefesin nefha-i serdi,<br \/>\nRuhunda bu ferd\u00e2-y\u0131 siyah rengi f\u0131s\u0131ldar.<br \/>\nSakin geceler \u015fefkat olan enc\u00fcm-\u00fc b\u00eed\u00e2r,<br \/>\nTitrer o karanl\u0131klar\u0131n evc-i kederinde,<br \/>\nH\u00fcsran \u00fc tahass\u00fcr gibi matem nazar\u0131nda;<br \/>\nGuy\u00e2 ki o darg\u0131n geceler ruhu bo\u011fard\u0131<br \/>\nHer \u015fey bizi bir korkulu r\u00fcyayla sarard\u0131.<br \/>\nZulmet ki m\u00fcebbet, m\u00fcteh\u00e2cim, m\u00fctem\u00e2di,<br \/>\nE\u015fk\u00e2le verir ayr\u0131 birer \u015fekl-i m\u00fcn\u00e2di.<br \/>\nDallar kuru eller gibi mebhut \u00fc du\u00e2k\u00e2r,<br \/>\nZ\u00e2nuzede dullar gibi hep t\u00fbde-i e\u015f\u00e7\u00e2r&#8230;<br \/>\n\u00c7\u0131lg\u0131n dola\u015fan b\u00e2d-\u0131 ley\u00e2li ki ser\u00e2ir,<br \/>\nPi\u015f \u00fc pey-i seyrinde ko\u015far muzlim \u00fc d\u00e2ir;<br \/>\nEn sonda nigah-\u0131 ebediyyet gibi titrer,<br \/>\nT\u00e2 ufka as\u0131lm\u0131\u015f sar\u0131 bir lem&#8217;a-i mu\u011fber&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Bir kafile-i ruh-\u0131 kev\u00e2kip gibi mahmur,<br \/>\nZulmette \u00e7izer Dicle uzun bir reh-i p\u00fcrnur&#8230;<br \/>\nOndan yaln\u0131z ruha gelir bir gam-\u0131 m\u00fbnis,<br \/>\nYaln\u0131z o, karanl\u0131klara ra\u011fmen yine p\u00fcrhis,<br \/>\nYaln\u0131z&#8230; Bu kamersiz gecenin z\u00eer-i perinde,<br \/>\nBir feyz-i ziya ha\u015frederek \u00e2b-\u0131 zerinde,<br \/>\nBir kafile-i ruh-\u0131 kev\u00e2kip gibi mahmur,<br \/>\nZulmette \u00e7izer Dicle uzun bir reh-i p\u00fcrnur&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Dinlerdik onun \u015fi&#8217;rini ben l\u00e2l, o hayali.<br \/>\nL\u00e2kin ne kadar h\u00fczn ile tev&#8217;emdi me\u00e2li,<br \/>\nL\u00e2kin ne kadar t\u00e2r idi sensiz o nazarlar!<br \/>\nGuy\u00e2, o zaman nurunu, ey m\u00e2h-\u0131 m\u00fckedder,<br \/>\nEylerdi sema lu&#8217;lu-i h\u00fczn\u00fcyle telafi.<br \/>\nY\u0131ld\u0131zlar\u0131 g\u00f6klerden al\u0131p bir yed-i mahfi,<br \/>\nBir bir o donuk g\u00f6zlerin a&#8217;m\u00e2k\u0131na is\u00e2r<br \/>\nEylerdi ve zulmette ko\u015farken yine r\u00fczgar,<br \/>\nRuhumda benim korku, \u00f6l\u00fcm, leyle-i t\u00e2rik,<br \/>\n\u00c7e\u015fminde onun aks-i kev\u00e2kiple d\u00f6nerdik&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"Annemle karanl\u0131k geceler baz\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131k; 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